Saturday, June 27, 2009

Stll Trying

So, I am trying really hard to turn to God and pray when things go wrong instead of slandering the person who wronged me. Even when life is seeming so unfair and when the court system doesn't seem to be working and when a person looks in your eye and lies and when a father refuses to take care of his child and gets away with it and believes he's right so you can't argue with him, there is no point. He doesn't get it , he never will. He may never do the right thing and I have to be ok with that and pray about it and not do what i have done the last 5 years which is hate him because thats eats my insides out. So God, I am talking to you daily in prayer to bring healing to this situation. This is a dark dark spot in my life, please bring complete light.

Friday, June 26, 2009


First I would like to say thank you to Beckie for sponsoring this and a big thank you to everyone else who posted or emailed and hhad me running to God instead of away last week. xoxo

So today is Fingerprint Friday, a day where many of us share how God touches our life, one of his fingerprints. Today mine is this little raccoon. Last night we were having a picnic in Central Park under a big Oak tree near a lovely pond. It started getting dark and out wanders this lttle raccon. We live in the city so this is a big deal to city kids. He was a definatily a NYC raccoon because we thru him a bagel and he happily scampered away!

And to join in on this wonderful weekly tradition go to Pampering Beckie.

Hope everyone has a great day!

Monday, June 22, 2009

100th Post!

My 100th Post. It will be short and sweet! Thanks for all the inspiring posts it really helped me run back to "God" this week and reach out for help and guidance instead of staying in my darkness. Thanks you so much xoxoxo

And, my dd, I am so proud of you. She had a fabulous year. Perrfect scores on both state tests, math and english which get you into highschool, mvp for the school softball team, played the drums at Carnigie hall, discovered how good of an artist she is, met a friend that is a real "best friend", made sure I had the best birthday and the list goes on. You excelled in everything and you are growing up! I love you so much, your are a great kid and I couldn't ask for a better daughter. You have made my life 10,000 times better.

I love you, love me xo