Saturday, June 27, 2009
So, I am trying really hard to turn to God and pray when things go wrong instead of slandering the person who wronged me. Even when life is seeming so unfair and when the court system doesn't seem to be working and when a person looks in your eye and lies and when a father refuses to take care of his child and gets away with it and believes he's right so you can't argue with him, there is no point. He doesn't get it , he never will. He may never do the right thing and I have to be ok with that and pray about it and not do what i have done the last 5 years which is hate him because thats eats my insides out. So God, I am talking to you daily in prayer to bring healing to this situation. This is a dark dark spot in my life, please bring complete light.